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sick and tired
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What a strange thing... death. I never really understood it, to have your world you know and love come crashing down. the see the pain in the eyes of your loved ones as they watch you fade away, feeling helpless.
they gaze, heart broken, at your closed eyes. never to open, never to show your thrill or angush. your breathing becomes labered, comming in short gasps. and then, just as your body becomes numb, your hear stops. some cry out, some frozen were they stand, undable to comprehend what had just happened.
death. what a myserius thing. to take you away and not give you back. but i pray that maybe if i'm good enough, just maybe, i'll make it to the land above the clouds, past the stars, and beyond the pain and suffering of this world. to see my lord and savior.
death is what you make it. you can leave this world full of hate and sin, or confess your sins and dedicate your life to the king of kings. lord of lords.
i'm not sure how to end this story. but i do know that death is what you make it.
alright! sorry guys, just had to get some stuff off my chest. and what a better way than to write? my teacher,Mr. Pope, had just suffered a dramatic loss to day. his son was killed in a car accident. i did not know him, but i feel his pain. as it was once my own. no i do not have a son, i'm way to young. but death is all the same, only the faces change. every day, it happens, and every day more and more people are called to heaven, or a devls hell.
stay safe this holiday seacion, and god bless
they gaze, heart broken, at your closed eyes. never to open, never to show your thrill or angush. your breathing becomes labered, comming in short gasps. and then, just as your body becomes numb, your hear stops. some cry out, some frozen were they stand, undable to comprehend what had just happened.
death. what a myserius thing. to take you away and not give you back. but i pray that maybe if i'm good enough, just maybe, i'll make it to the land above the clouds, past the stars, and beyond the pain and suffering of this world. to see my lord and savior.
death is what you make it. you can leave this world full of hate and sin, or confess your sins and dedicate your life to the king of kings. lord of lords.
i'm not sure how to end this story. but i do know that death is what you make it.
alright! sorry guys, just had to get some stuff off my chest. and what a better way than to write? my teacher,Mr. Pope, had just suffered a dramatic loss to day. his son was killed in a car accident. i did not know him, but i feel his pain. as it was once my own. no i do not have a son, i'm way to young. but death is all the same, only the faces change. every day, it happens, and every day more and more people are called to heaven, or a devls hell.
stay safe this holiday seacion, and god bless
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Holy S*** it's been a while
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heheh, yeah.... wow, how long has it been since i updated this? hmmmmm. i have no clue xD but i'll start things off saying i'm jacked up on some strong med's right now. the reason, i have a cold from hell. GOSH i hate it, i cant even type right xD but okay, how's every one been? what have y'all been up to? -.- sadly to say one of my friends has left the building, Howls-4-life she's gone. i have a idea of what made her leave, but i dont think it's my place to say any thing about it, but i thought i should mention that she was the one who got me into drawing, and on DA for that matter. SO. on to other things.
well, tonights topics will be about my drawing, story(s), the BBA forum (my home away from home), and what ever else i think i should ramble on about :] so sit down, shut up, and hold on.
I drew a wolf the other day, i haven't drawn in i dont know how long. and, well, needles to say it looks like crap xD i found my tablet disk to day, so i was able to reinstall it and corel painter 4. so i'm happier than a pig in shit
The bba forum has caught my attention for the time being. I curenlty was awarded Stoneclaw and Shai, the leader. If any of you know about the forum, you should know how big this is for me, someone who has been on ther for maybe a half a year, to run a board pack/pride. It. is. the. BEST. i love it. I am haveing so much fun on BBA. I live there now xD in a way, this is really helping me develup my writing skills. I have a number of threads i need to post in and start, but right now i cant think strait. XD
As for my stories, well, i'm bussy working on an i idea that me and my BFF, IgniteTheBlaize came up with a year ago. it's called "generation X" and i'm bussy writing it so she can draw it. Were going to animate it, or she will XD right now i cant draw to save my life. so i'm just going to stick to writing the story and the script. BUT, sneased the other day in school, and got a pic of what one of the main characters will look like in my head. i know i know i know, i'm crazy. but it looked cool.
hmmm what else can I ramble on about........ well, i got no clue. so i guess i'll talk to ya'll some other time.
Sheba Lyn, over and and almost nocked out
well, tonights topics will be about my drawing, story(s), the BBA forum (my home away from home), and what ever else i think i should ramble on about :] so sit down, shut up, and hold on.
I drew a wolf the other day, i haven't drawn in i dont know how long. and, well, needles to say it looks like crap xD i found my tablet disk to day, so i was able to reinstall it and corel painter 4. so i'm happier than a pig in shit
The bba forum has caught my attention for the time being. I curenlty was awarded Stoneclaw and Shai, the leader. If any of you know about the forum, you should know how big this is for me, someone who has been on ther for maybe a half a year, to run a board pack/pride. It. is. the. BEST. i love it. I am haveing so much fun on BBA. I live there now xD in a way, this is really helping me develup my writing skills. I have a number of threads i need to post in and start, but right now i cant think strait. XD
As for my stories, well, i'm bussy working on an i idea that me and my BFF, IgniteTheBlaize came up with a year ago. it's called "generation X" and i'm bussy writing it so she can draw it. Were going to animate it, or she will XD right now i cant draw to save my life. so i'm just going to stick to writing the story and the script. BUT, sneased the other day in school, and got a pic of what one of the main characters will look like in my head. i know i know i know, i'm crazy. but it looked cool.
hmmm what else can I ramble on about........ well, i got no clue. so i guess i'll talk to ya'll some other time.
Sheba Lyn, over and and almost nocked out
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f****** Laptop problems
2 min read
Yep my fricken laptop is dying. it had a really bad viris on it, and my mom works at a computer tec place and i call the people that work with her, her "nerd herd" and she took it to them and they were like, well this is wrong with this, and that is wrong with that. and MY favorit was when they were like wtf are all of these drawings and storys on here? omg i was so pissed.
ok but the viris like slowed down my laptop to were it took 10 min for it to turn on fully. but me and my mom shar it, and that is were teh whole problem starts. she had opened a Email from her boss. her BOSS! and that is how we got the viris! and i got blamed for it! any way the viris eats up all your memery and crap so i couldn't do any thing but get on the SUPPER slow internet allday :] and i was reading about this viris on line and it started to go into the "blue screan of death" and i was all freeking out and saving all my stuff to my flash drive so i didn't loose it.
and thank god i did, because my mom let her nerd hurd wipe the entire harddrive clean. that means deliting EVERY THING. including photoshop. so yeah i lost photoshop. and the funny thing about that is, my mom wasn't going to tell me that they were going to delite every thing. so i lost a lot of my old storys and Howls-4-life's little sisters fave story, and my first. so i'm pissed off really bad.
so you may or may not see me post any thing soon cuz of this -.-
Sheba D. over and out
ok but the viris like slowed down my laptop to were it took 10 min for it to turn on fully. but me and my mom shar it, and that is were teh whole problem starts. she had opened a Email from her boss. her BOSS! and that is how we got the viris! and i got blamed for it! any way the viris eats up all your memery and crap so i couldn't do any thing but get on the SUPPER slow internet allday :] and i was reading about this viris on line and it started to go into the "blue screan of death" and i was all freeking out and saving all my stuff to my flash drive so i didn't loose it.
and thank god i did, because my mom let her nerd hurd wipe the entire harddrive clean. that means deliting EVERY THING. including photoshop. so yeah i lost photoshop. and the funny thing about that is, my mom wasn't going to tell me that they were going to delite every thing. so i lost a lot of my old storys and Howls-4-life's little sisters fave story, and my first. so i'm pissed off really bad.
so you may or may not see me post any thing soon cuz of this -.-
Sheba D. over and out
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Summers coming to a end
4 min read
-and the living hell of school is dawning -.-
man i hope this year will not be as drama packed as it was last year, i almost got into a fight with a cupple guys for pissing me off. lol it was funny as hell, i had a number of people laughing there asses off at them. the dumb guys took my book from me in the middle of class and put it in the open window and almost pushed it out. so i get up and grab the book and bash the dumby right in the head with it, broke the binding of the book too, and then i went to my see and threw it at him. man did it make a satisfying thud. and all the while the teacher was looking at me with a "wtf are you doing" look, but didn't say a thing to me. i guess the look on my face scared the teacher lol.
i got in a fight with a few of my frinds, and one of my best freinds. man what a nightmare that was. it was all just a big misunderstanding. and all i did was say some thing about this chick (cant stand her) that had the same name as my frind, and her lil cuz told her. and MAN, we didn't talk for like....a while. talk about having to appologise for some thing that wan't directed at the person, lol but its cool now and thank god it is, i don't want to go through that again -.-
okay lets get away from the hell of my story from last year....well i'm probly not going to be posting any art soon. with sucks like hell, yeah i'm going to try to actuly make a effort this year. i pass with all B's and a C last year, but.... i'm going to try and do things to the best that i can this year. lol. I'm still working on my story, i'm not quiting that. heck no, i love writing. but i do ne some crits, i'll post some thing i wrote for the bba forum at the bottom of this, and i wan't you to tell what i did wrong, or what i did right.
as for my characters and story ermmm well. i'm NOT doing any characters before i get a story that i like set in stone. I helped Howls-4-life with hers and that wen't really well so now i need to work on mine. i have a few ideas of what it will be about but those to are not set in stone but one is! it will be CougarsVSwolves
idk but hay i liked it or this big ass dog breed vs wolves
but here is the post i need help with, give me crits
Hanging pale and weak over the horizon, the sun chiseled away at the night. Beginning at the far edges of the sky not seen from within the bounds of Inaria, and not stopping until the sun immersed the sky and the world bellow in a blistering blanket of golden light. The sun chased away the stars with ease, but still scraped along the edges of the havens trying to find hold. The air was warm and soothing; dawn had snuck its way into the heart of the wolf pack territory. The sky was beginning to light up in a mix of colors...pink, orange, gold... The first rays of light began dancing on and around the canopy over head and sparkled in the dew that clung to each leaf. A calm breeze swept though the air, rustling her creamy fur. Theore closed her lavender eyes and slowly lifted her nose into the air.
The breeze swarmed around her blackened face The tall grass gleamed in the suns rays, the night dew still clung to each blade of grass.
Its not done, but i just need to know what you think so far.
man i hope this year will not be as drama packed as it was last year, i almost got into a fight with a cupple guys for pissing me off. lol it was funny as hell, i had a number of people laughing there asses off at them. the dumb guys took my book from me in the middle of class and put it in the open window and almost pushed it out. so i get up and grab the book and bash the dumby right in the head with it, broke the binding of the book too, and then i went to my see and threw it at him. man did it make a satisfying thud. and all the while the teacher was looking at me with a "wtf are you doing" look, but didn't say a thing to me. i guess the look on my face scared the teacher lol.
i got in a fight with a few of my frinds, and one of my best freinds. man what a nightmare that was. it was all just a big misunderstanding. and all i did was say some thing about this chick (cant stand her) that had the same name as my frind, and her lil cuz told her. and MAN, we didn't talk for like....a while. talk about having to appologise for some thing that wan't directed at the person, lol but its cool now and thank god it is, i don't want to go through that again -.-
okay lets get away from the hell of my story from last year....well i'm probly not going to be posting any art soon. with sucks like hell, yeah i'm going to try to actuly make a effort this year. i pass with all B's and a C last year, but.... i'm going to try and do things to the best that i can this year. lol. I'm still working on my story, i'm not quiting that. heck no, i love writing. but i do ne some crits, i'll post some thing i wrote for the bba forum at the bottom of this, and i wan't you to tell what i did wrong, or what i did right.
as for my characters and story ermmm well. i'm NOT doing any characters before i get a story that i like set in stone. I helped Howls-4-life with hers and that wen't really well so now i need to work on mine. i have a few ideas of what it will be about but those to are not set in stone but one is! it will be CougarsVSwolves
idk but hay i liked it or this big ass dog breed vs wolvesbut here is the post i need help with, give me crits
Hanging pale and weak over the horizon, the sun chiseled away at the night. Beginning at the far edges of the sky not seen from within the bounds of Inaria, and not stopping until the sun immersed the sky and the world bellow in a blistering blanket of golden light. The sun chased away the stars with ease, but still scraped along the edges of the havens trying to find hold. The air was warm and soothing; dawn had snuck its way into the heart of the wolf pack territory. The sky was beginning to light up in a mix of colors...pink, orange, gold... The first rays of light began dancing on and around the canopy over head and sparkled in the dew that clung to each leaf. A calm breeze swept though the air, rustling her creamy fur. Theore closed her lavender eyes and slowly lifted her nose into the air.
The breeze swarmed around her blackened face The tall grass gleamed in the suns rays, the night dew still clung to each blade of grass.
Its not done, but i just need to know what you think so far.
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were i've been the past few weeks
3 min read
okay well'p i dout any of ya have noticed i've been gone the last week, i was in hocking hills. it was so amazing there! we went to old mans cave, ceader falls, ash cave, amish place, and just hicking in the woods. it was so much fun!! i'll post all the pics i took. man i took like 3 memery cards for my camera to handle all the pics i took 
but what can i say i loved it there and wanted to show every one how perdy it was ^^
but if some of you may have noticed my lack of inactivity...well i got a reason for that too i am so adicted to the bba forum! i love writting so it is really easy for me to write my half of the thead and make it 2 pages long. whoa it is so much fun. i play 4 or 5 characters here they are if you want to read it 
Tibeara: she got accepted into inaria i little while ago, she is a well placed subordinat right now and is trying to become sentnal, she also has a very big soft spot for puppys, she loves them.
BLoodsteam: well it's simple, if she dont scare you nothing will. right now she is in the marsh land irish clan. she is curently fighting the master assasion for acceptance and rank, and she's giving the master assasion all she can take. that and she's got a thing going for te alpha male, and he kinda likes her...i dont know maybe if she beats the master assasion and plays her cards right she could become his mate. that would be soo great!
Yseult: she is the alpha female of the little rebel gange that is trying to take over The irish marsh land clan. its simple, shes a bitch and she's not afrid to use her rank and bitchie powers to make your life a living hell, dont piss her off.
Kyot: scout if the black blood out lands, hes a bit devlish and a has one hell of a smart mouth, but he knows when he sees a good recrut, and is not scared to turn wolves away from the borders crying...
but what can i say i loved it there and wanted to show every one how perdy it was ^^but if some of you may have noticed my lack of inactivity...well i got a reason for that too
i am so adicted to the bba forum! i love writting so it is really easy for me to write my half of the thead and make it 2 pages long. whoa it is so much fun. i play 4 or 5 characters here they are if you want to read it Tibeara: she got accepted into inaria i little while ago, she is a well placed subordinat right now and is trying to become sentnal, she also has a very big soft spot for puppys, she loves them.
BLoodsteam: well it's simple, if she dont scare you nothing will. right now she is in the marsh land irish clan. she is curently fighting the master assasion for acceptance and rank, and she's giving the master assasion all she can take. that and she's got a thing going for te alpha male, and he kinda likes her...i dont know maybe if she beats the master assasion and plays her cards right she could become his mate. that would be soo great!
Yseult: she is the alpha female of the little rebel gange that is trying to take over The irish marsh land clan. its simple, shes a bitch and she's not afrid to use her rank and bitchie powers to make your life a living hell, dont piss her off.
Kyot: scout if the black blood out lands, hes a bit devlish and a has one hell of a smart mouth, but he knows when he sees a good recrut, and is not scared to turn wolves away from the borders crying...
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